I'm walking parallel to the sea

Sometimes I just can’t help but question.

Music is bouncing throughout my ears. Carried through red wires. The red matches my jacket, which is longer than my floral skirt.  

I've felt this way before, the feeling of clouds leading me to a location I am not sure of. They don't stop, it is only when I am unable to go further that I stop when another step is in the water.

I follow the path, gravel path.  My head turning to the right, to see the water. I am so close, one big lean over the edge and I'll be swimming, drowning. But, I am unable to bend down and touch it. The sun waves across the water. And slowly, progressively I walking straight towards the sea. 

I am content, maybe even a little happy. Then a small thought is sitting in my mind.

Sitting on the grass, I do not remember bending my knees. My breathing is irregular.